One day  things will go my way. I just want to be loved the way that i love others. I want someone to give me their all when i am giving them my all.

I want work to get better. those kids dont know what they had till its gone. well guess what its gone and its not ever going back. I hope he knows as much as I do. good luck to him.

I wish  that he would stop brushing things under the rug like it will all go away....well it wont. so he needs to man up and take care of his shit!

One day things will get better.

On the bright side gas went down and it only took 50 dollars to fill up my beast yesterday!  But i do love her!

And I do love the other her i just dont know how much more i can take though...i am only human!

You have changed.... I understand that you want it out.  I'm out and I'm not coming back. I PROMISE THAT.  But you found every way to make it  inconvenient for me this week. I appreciate that! 


Have a nice fucking life.  I hope you have good friends to put up with your drama!

1 doctor down 50 billion to go.  This doctor says I'm fine and is sending me to another doctor. My pain has nothing to do with her field so she wants me to get checked out by someone else.

I refuse to have a tube stuck up my butt AGAIN.  I would rather DIE! 

I feel pretty good today though.   A little tired. First day back is usually that way.  

Thanks for the luck ;)

It must have worked... 

I want to feel better! 

I am ready to feel better...

Doctor Monday at 8.  If she passes it by I may get a second opinion...

Wish me luck